Merlin
Just a person with lots of mental issues
First thing to know about me:
If you want to get to know me, I want to be upfront about the fact that I have significant trust issues and various mental problems, which often result in my fluctuating moods. There are times when I may disappear for a while just to rediscover my own sense of peace.
My issues?
There will be times when I get more irritable than usual, during those moments, it's best to give me some space.I have a mild color vision impairment and a slight hearing loss.
I'm quite introverted, so don't expect me to show up in crowded places often.
My current relationship:
Lucy/Ban Mai/Willow: My Sister
Contact me:
By far, im only using Discord and Facebook.Caution: My main language is English.
As long as I live, I will endure the pain that I myself create.
Where should i start?Firstly, I might not talk a lot regularly. Part of it is my hesitation to do so, making my mind go dark and rendering me silent during conversations. However, if you get to understand me better, things might change.I have an incredibly dull job, at least it keeps me alive and provides for my needs, but I'm not particularly proud of it.I am quite introverted; talking to many people makes me uncomfortable, to the point of feeling suffocated.But yeah, i dont think you want to know anything more about me.
As long as i...Live
As long as I am alive, it seems that regret and loneliness will continue to tread upon me. But until that time comes, every person, every relationship that has crossed my path in life – I cherish them, for they have shaped the person I am today.I have lived within my own shadows and the safe haven that I myself have built throughout my life. Perhaps, at some point, someone will coax me out, but it's not the time just yet.